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ranch/new job [Dec. 15th, 2011|09:09 am]
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[mood |happyhappy]

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first time (E) [Aug. 19th, 2011|09:30 am]
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[Current Location |Glendale, CO]
[mood |happyhappy]

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Swing Club story [Sep. 23rd, 2010|09:50 pm]
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lifestyle update [Nov. 6th, 2009|11:55 pm]
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[Current Location |Grand Haven, MI]

I have met several people through this website, but only have had “encounters” with a select few. One was a couple with whom I hit it off quite well, then after a few weeks of playing they dumped me. They claimed the female half was nervous because he had been cheated on her before. They had both cheated on the other in fact. Had I known that I would most likely not have gotten involved with them, that’s not a healthy background for this lifestyle. The whole experience turned me off to couples. I have been to several parties, but rarely did anything more than drink and dance. I’ve only ever had a “full encounter” at these parties with one guy. Same guy at two different parties, both time he failed to get me off. I’ve also met up with a few girls who said they were looking for friends just for themselves, but on both occasions it became obvious that they were looking for a 3sum with their man. Not that I was even against that sort of thing at the time, but it just seemed like a pretty dishonest way to go about it.
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I can drive stick! [Jul. 15th, 2008|11:33 pm]
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[Current Location |Lee's place]
[mood |pleasedhappy and tired]
[music |Closer - Nine Inch Nails]

today was the first day at my new job. i'm delivering pizza again, for cal'z (in virginia) this time. when i got there the manages said i'd be learning the phones and computer for the first few hours, but a few minutes later he says he other driver called in so i'm going out. which is fine by me, i get to get out of there and drive around. thats much more fun then answering phones or cleaning. so i get the food, go out to the truck (i'm using their delivery truck since i don't have a car here in Virginia) and discover that it has a manual transmission. if learning a brand new area weren't bad enough. now i have to learn how to drive a stick shift! i immediately called cassie to get quick how-to. it was tough at first, but i only stalled it like 3 times after my 3rd run (and i had 7 runs). it was sort of a trial by fire thing, and i like to think i passed with a respectable grade. plus i only got lost once!
YAY me! : D
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Day 18 of internship [May. 5th, 2008|02:32 pm]
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[Current Location |peta]
[mood |boredsoooooo bored]
[music |DJ Sammy - heaven]

I’m starting to go a bit stir crazy. It’s the same thing day after day after day.......like high school all over again. and we all know how well I handled high school. It’s all work, work, work, then go home and wait for work to start all over. no one wants to have any fun. I’d probably be poking myself in the eye at this point if not for Pandora radio and bathroom breaks.
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hehe, i'm a corset [Sep. 6th, 2007|08:40 pm]
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[mood |amusedamused]







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to a better life [May. 14th, 2007|12:12 am]
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[Current Location |parents house]
[mood |pissed offpissed]
[music |nada]

i am so fucknig sick of cassies bullshit!! she is never fukcing ready to go home when i want to go home! there are always last minute plans that come up and i get left sitting around here waiting for her ass with nothing to do but watch re-runs on the style network! and another thing! she is blowing off our plans to go home so she can go out with her friends!! she flat out refuses to go out when i want to go out, but she'll go out w/ her GH friends at the drop of a hat! and all the way to grand rapids no less!! fuck this shit! i have better things to do then to wait around here for her sorry ass! i need to get out and live my life. i feel like a prisoner in my own life. what have i done so far this summer? or even in the last several months for that matter?!?! i wake up, i eat, i watch tv, i check the mail (usually their isn't any), then i waste a few hours on the internet, maybe watch some more tv, eat some more then go back to bed and start it all over again. god, the only fucking change i get is when i'm fighting w/ cassie. i fail to see how my life is any different from that of a prisoner! well maybe one difference.....i don't get any conjugal visits. i need to break this cycle, i'm going out this weekend! without cassie! and if she doesn’t like it then she can fuck off. 

BTW my mom took me clothes shopping this weekend, i got a really cute skirt among other things.
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god what a wasted day [May. 10th, 2007|12:25 am]
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[Current Location |purgatory]
[mood |lethargicpathetic]

i would have been better off spending the whole day on the internet, updating my livejournal. i’ve been kind of neglecting it lately. school kept me pretty busy......then i just didn’t feel like posting. cass and i pretty much spent the whole day at jon and liz’s place. we watched the fountain (what a sucky piece of shit that was)......then we watched youtube videos (how uncreative do you have to be as a group to spend your time watching web videos?!?!) everyone was whining that they wanted food, but no one would pick a place to eat. after suggesting a long list of restaurants we finally decided on one. the restaurant was in the mall, but after food we went right back to watching web vids. after the vids we got to sit and watch jon play paper mario for about a hour. god damn i need some new friends. deanna hasn’t talked to me yet this summer. cass and i called her and david 3 times and set up a little boredom reducing get-together. they were supposed to call us back, but never did. cassie is pretty useless (for lack of a better word) too, all she wants to do is sit in her room alone watching law & order re-runs and reading web comics.
i need to get out of this apartment. i need to meet some new friends. i need to get laid. and i need to lose some weight. i’m dieting again and i’m back on fitday, according to the scale i lost 4 pounds in my first week. I doubt that's accurate though, i think weight gets fucked around a little when you get your period.
i guess one interesting thing happened today, i stumbled upon an interesting random stuff voting website. (wow, the most interesting thing that happened to me all day was i found a useless website. how pathetic!)
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what to do [Apr. 13th, 2007|12:38 pm]
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I got my ears pierced a few weeks ago, I don’t think I mentioned that yet.
Chem. Lab is almost over today is the last one. Hooray!
I’m having a bit of a moral dilemma, I had a pre-interview for an “animal care” position….it turned out to be for a company who breeds dogs and bunnies for animal research. I’m against animal research in all its forms, but I figure if I were to get the job then at least someone who truly cares for animals would be there watching out for them. On the other hand I don’t think I can look into their faces (faces I might be caring for from birth) knowing they will be sent off to be tortured and killed. If anyone reading this has an opinion, for or against, please post it. I need some outside points of view on this one.
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