|to a better life
||[May. 14th, 2007|12:12 am]
i am so fucknig sick of cassies bullshit!! she is never fukcing ready to go home when i want to go home! there are always last minute plans that come up and i get left sitting around here waiting for her ass with nothing to do but watch re-runs on the style network! and another thing! she is blowing off our plans to go home so she can go out with her friends!! she flat out refuses to go out when i want to go out, but she'll go out w/ her GH friends at the drop of a hat! and all the way to grand rapids no less!! fuck this shit! i have better things to do then to wait around here for her sorry ass! i need to get out and live my life. i feel like a prisoner in my own life. what have i done so far this summer? or even in the last several months for that matter?!?! i wake up, i eat, i watch tv, i check the mail (usually their isn't any), then i waste a few hours on the internet, maybe watch some more tv, eat some more then go back to bed and start it all over again. god, the only fucking change i get is when i'm fighting w/ cassie. i fail to see how my life is any different from that of a prisoner! well maybe one difference.....i don't get any conjugal visits. i need to break this cycle, i'm going out this weekend! without cassie! and if she doesn’t like it then she can fuck off.
BTW my mom took me clothes shopping this weekend, i got a really cute skirt among other things.